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havent updated because everything sucks. um i got my laptop taken away cuz of my fucking progress report. urgh and wat sucks is i actually tried and im still not fucking good enough. anyway alot of other shit is going on that has been going on for a while and i just cant seem to get it out of my minf. i feel like nothing is right and everything is fallin down and i cant fix it. i have cried more than ever. and i mean its nothing new its just i try to be tough and protect everyone else from shit happening and it fucking gets me no wear. i m just tired of pretending nothings wrong and smiling when nothing is right. i just want things back to the way they were even though i no that that is absolutley impossible but whatever life goes on