Alright people

[xox_love_me_xox]

And by people i mean matt because you are the only one who reads this. I am at work and i have totally ignored the rules to log on here so that i can say that i love you and i miss you and i need you to be in tucson sooner than later. I am also giving you fair warning that you should put a gallon of water in your trunk in case i hide in there for your ride home.

I am so torn about who i am. Generally i think i totally kick proverbal ass but i hate that i get so bored and therefore dissatified with my life so easily. I am grateful that my life is middle of the road most days because it means there are so many truly tragic facts of life i don't have to dirty up my hands with. But at the same time there is nothing to write in this blog or any others.

I want to scream! and so i will.....

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!

I quit.