Jan 02, 2005 22:44
in exactly 12 hours from now i will be leaving health and on my way to english... uyyy. that break seemed too short. it seems like just yesturday i was in school. im not looking forward to this, and i havent talked to anyone who is. i dont remember my locker combo :0 haha. i hope it comes to me when i acutally see it. i still have one more patel article to read... and i need to unpack from FL cuz there's massive stuff in there that i need. but its late. not that i want to go to bed... i havent even been up 9 hours yet.. idk how im gonna go to bed. i need like sleeping pills.
okay so ive decided... 2005. its a new year. that means a new start and a new attitude. things in my life are going to be right. im not going to get with any guy whose around ... im not going to fall for people fast... im not going to procrastinate, and im nott going to be depressed. i think thats a main one haha. im going to do things that make me happy, and avoid things that make me sad. im not going to listen to people who criticize me about stuff, and im not going to care when they do. im not going to eat, and therefore i wont be throwing up. im not gonna skip peddie lax, and starting febrary 1 im going to run a mile everyday to get ready for lax tryouts since i have no winter track. im going to get my bellybutton pierced, because right noe i have an 82 in math, and i will keep this 82.
hmmm basically, im going to stay focused on my goals. that's all. goodnight. xox