fighting the good fight...
..there are no damsels in distress..
wow.
20 months ago tonight - 19th March 2005 <3
we lay in the burberry bed, and he told me a story...
about crabs - jock & shitface[the baby] <3
blub blub blubbums xox
hahaha
was so so long ago.
our night.
lol
doesn't seem like that long ago at all though.
but when i think of all the memories i have with him.
it's scary.
& how much we've both changed now is so scary aswell.
I wouldn't change any of it for anythin in the world...
[well maybe some bits haha]
But thinkin about all the memories I have with that boy...
I realised how different things are now..
I feel like I hardly know anything about him now.
We're both completely different people.
But.. in a good way, I guess.
I know it's never goin to be the same
But I still need my best friend.
& he's just not there anymore :[
like..ever.
I'd like to hope this will change..
Cuz he means so much to me.
But I need to stop relying on him.
It's not fair.
i love you DKF x
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
I'm in a weird mood tonight..
& i still dunno what I did/ said the other night...
or if I did anything at all?!
he hasn't mention it..
hmmm
But it seems to be all good now anyway :]
:] x :] x :]
Over the next few days i WILL :
1. get my hair cut omg.
2. see leah
3. see amy
4. SEE AILIE OMG I MISS YOU
5. be less sarcastic around him - cuz he just doesnt get it :] x<3
6. talk to my brother
7. look for a new job
wow.
20 months ago tonight - 19th March 2005 <3
we lay in the burberry bed, and he told me a story...
about crabs - jock & shitface[the baby] <3
blub blub blubbums xox
hahaha
was so so long ago.
our night.
lol
doesn't seem like that long ago at all though.
but when i think of all the memories i have with him.
it's scary.
& how much we've both changed now is so scary aswell.
I wouldn't change any of it for anythin in the world...
[well maybe some bits haha]
But thinkin about all the memories I have with that boy...
I realised how different things are now..
I feel like I hardly know anything about him now.
We're both completely different people.
But.. in a good way, I guess.
I know it's never goin to be the same
But I still need my best friend.
& he's just not there anymore :[
like..ever.
I'd like to hope this will change..
Cuz he means so much to me.
But I need to stop relying on him.
It's not fair.
i love you DKF x
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
I'm in a weird mood tonight..
& i still dunno what I did/ said the other night...
or if I did anything at all?!
he hasn't mention it..
hmmm
But it seems to be all good now anyway :]
:] x :] x :]
Over the next few days i WILL :
1. get my hair cut omg.
2. see leah
3. see amy
4. SEE AILIE OMG I MISS YOU
5. be less sarcastic around him - cuz he just doesnt get it :] x<3
6. talk to my brother
7. look for a new job