Dec 01, 2003 15:50
have you ever felt like a old toy to a new toy. i mean like ok... theres this kid and your his favorite toy. and then mom brings him home a new toy and then your just throwen in the toy bucket like everything else when you us to go everywhere with the kid. hello toy story.
well thats what i feel like right now.
and i have another thing to say it pisses me off that people say when you feel the need to cut call and talk to me. DONT EVER TELL ME THAT. i have heard this so many times im sick of it. im here for you. its all bull shit. you say you fuckin care about me. well where are you now that i feel the need to hurt myself more than you have already done.i have been lied to i dont want your concern i dont want your worries. im sick and tired of bull shit if you dont really care then dont say a word. and plus let me do what i want to do. and yes for all that didnt know i do cut myself but owell what can you do about it nothing and thats what im telling you. i need everything out of me i need it out of my head my blod my heart my mind my thoughts. i hate feeling this way. but i just feel useless, so just throw me away i have no use.