And Maybe you aren't avioding me....

[xox_crushed_xox]

Maybe you just have a lot going on right now.
But, I realize that Im getting into this way more deeply then I planned on.
At first I thought it was just some stupid in the moment shit.
Then I thought it was just a stupid little thing that i'd get over within a week.
But boy was I wrong.
I can't stop thinking about him.
I always think im not pretty or good enough.
I know right now he doesnt know what he wants at all.
And I know that you're graduating.
And I know you said not right now.
But then when? Next year?
You'll be here I know you will, but at a different school.
But you'll still be a couple miles away like you are now. 
Still in the same house, with the same number, and the same room.
And Ill still be where I am, just at the school you use to go to.
So who says there can't be a future, and possibility.
Maybe when Im 16 and your 20.
I just want you to know that , Ill wait.
Maybe I wont be hooked on you, but you will always be in the back of my mind.
So that one day when you come to get me, ill say yes just wait and see ill say yes.
Why? Because it is meant to be.