my sweet 666
well my lifes kinda confusing rite now. me and ryan were doing quite well, but now i dont know. i hardly see him cuz he goes to work at like 6 in the morning and then comes home and leaves and yeah. so like in my opinion we really dont have a relationship. i dont know what to do, cuz i suck at the talking thing, i dont want to break up with him cuz i REALLY like him, like alot. ive been hanging out with people lately and ive actually had quite alot of fun with them. still need to get a fucking job, i just dont know where to start, but scotts gonna go with me and were just gonna go like everywhere. ugh i think im just going to move to a deserted island and not tell anybody then i dont have to worry about anything. grr why does everything haveta be so confusing? oh well thats my life for you i guess. nothing ever really makes sense. although there was one thing once but yeah we wont get into that. and then there was another time but that kinda changed.
well laterz!
alicia
well laterz!
alicia