last christmas i gave you my heart...
so i've been thinking about the past couple of christmases.
last year i felt hopeless.
the year before i felt hopeful.
this year...i don't know. i haven't allowed myself to be vulnerable to the people i've dated over the past few months. it's weird. i think for the most part i've just made myself emotionally unavailable ...which is a positive thing. i live a separate life.
you're in my thoughts from time to time
and yeah, i miss you.
maybe i just crush a lot.
"i put my keys down
i put my eyes down
wonder why it is
i lost my courage and
passed your exit..."
also, being single during the holidays rules cause i don't have to think of that "perfect gift". i get to slide thru without a thought and without a care. it's quite nice.
last year i felt hopeless.
the year before i felt hopeful.
this year...i don't know. i haven't allowed myself to be vulnerable to the people i've dated over the past few months. it's weird. i think for the most part i've just made myself emotionally unavailable ...which is a positive thing. i live a separate life.
you're in my thoughts from time to time
and yeah, i miss you.
maybe i just crush a lot.
"i put my keys down
i put my eyes down
wonder why it is
i lost my courage and
passed your exit..."
also, being single during the holidays rules cause i don't have to think of that "perfect gift". i get to slide thru without a thought and without a care. it's quite nice.