my first entry
yessss my first entry
props to bexx for pimping out my livejournal and basically making it for me since im livejournal-impaired.. yeah for some reason not smart or have any common sence with things
sooo im basically in the worst mood ever [i probably say that everyday] because i have to stay at my dad's this weekend while my rent's are in PA but of course my dad hates me and doesnt want me and yet neither does my step dad or mom
ahhh this has been a horrible day, im so happy in school, especially lunch [co.jz.jv.kn] you know it, im CONSTANTLY laughing and just ugh i dont even know.. then i have those mood swings just thinking about life, i just cant take it
i know i know.. "dont sweat the small stuff" but theres so much going on, its hard to overlook or forget about things or not get down in the dumps
i just feel like no one really wants me around weather its my best friends.. their friends.. and of course my family, im just so down and low lately i dont know what to do
yeah and i utterly totally completely have the biggest crush on this kid right now [guarentee everyone knows already] but as it goes, im never going to have a chance or get looked at.. so whats the point?
comment x3
props to bexx for pimping out my livejournal and basically making it for me since im livejournal-impaired.. yeah for some reason not smart or have any common sence with things
sooo im basically in the worst mood ever [i probably say that everyday] because i have to stay at my dad's this weekend while my rent's are in PA but of course my dad hates me and doesnt want me and yet neither does my step dad or mom
ahhh this has been a horrible day, im so happy in school, especially lunch [co.jz.jv.kn] you know it, im CONSTANTLY laughing and just ugh i dont even know.. then i have those mood swings just thinking about life, i just cant take it
i know i know.. "dont sweat the small stuff" but theres so much going on, its hard to overlook or forget about things or not get down in the dumps
i just feel like no one really wants me around weather its my best friends.. their friends.. and of course my family, im just so down and low lately i dont know what to do
yeah and i utterly totally completely have the biggest crush on this kid right now [guarentee everyone knows already] but as it goes, im never going to have a chance or get looked at.. so whats the point?
comment x3