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i think im done with pills for a while.
at least those that i dont know the effects of.
2 tabs, 2 other pills that i dont rememeber the names of, lots a weed, and a little bit of alcohol was not a good decision.
im a fucking idiot.
all i remember is waking up at 5am to my mom calling asking where i was.
i didnt even know. fuck.

and all this is just to forget about the past.
i dont know why the fuck i do this to myself.