Dec 15, 2004 18:53
fEeLiN : UpSeT n miSsIn hiM
roCcIn : sWeAtZ n A BiG t * ShiRt juss got bak from track
pLaYin : BrEaTh StReTcH sHaKe... bY ... mAsE
umm ok good day i guess... sidez 4 the whisperin n shady azz bitichez but w/e i don acre ne morez .... other then tht track waz good im finially gettin these drillz we do 4 poll vaultin some gymnastic flippy thingz... letz juss say im flippin impaired but im startin 2 get it...
it finially hit me 2 day tht denis iz gone the only true father figure ive really had n my life... even tho my mom never married him or ne thin hez the closest thing 2 a dad ive ever really had... i mean liek yea i have mike my step dad n hez nice n everythin but hez more of my friend not a father denis waz the closest thing 2 it ive ever had.. even after him n my mom broke up n ruined my life some more i stil managed 2 talk 2 him n even hang out at least 1ce a week n now his mom called me liek a couple daiiz ago n told me he died from cancer..n now hez gone...
so im bak 2 my single parent hosue hold where my fukin life n future iz alwaizi n the air i ahve no control of it every other day my mom wantz 2 move bak 2 ma. which i wuld actually rather do if i culdnt g2 fl... at least there i culd start over w/a new rep. n new friendz new everythin
other then tht my daiiz have been fine... i ahve a track meet n wilton thiz sat. n im pikin up my sis 2marro from college n shez takin me out 4 my b-day so thtll b fun im gettin a digital camera 4 my b-day n im actually egttin a ride 2 the mall so i don ahve 2 walk 4 once only cuZ my birthdaiiz on sunday tho lol w/e at least 1 friday outta the year i don ahveta walk...
g2g talkin 2 ma gurlie tia... (bRoWn eYez) .. she alwaiiz makez me feel better at tymez liek thiz shez alwaizi there 2 cheer me up GOD I LOVE HER!**!!*!
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-tina