im sorry...cuz its you and me and all of the ppl and idk why i cant keep my eyes off of u<33
umm im actually happy.were not friends anymore & i dont care anymore.i try and help him and he yells at me. does he not no where i live word spreads ppl talk. thats how it is and always will be get use to it. but whatever he turned into an assshole and everyone thinks that too. i hope he does get the shit kicked out of him and he winds up in the hospital and then i will go and visit him.laugh in his face.and say i told u so.
that i made up.i said it out of anger.i didnt mean it.if i saw him in the hosiptal i would cry forever and never forgive myself.it cant happen and its not gonna.i could never lose him as a friend.i never want to lose him at all.im sorry for what i did.yes ill admit i messed up.and yes ill admit it was wrong and i should have never said it but i didnt mean it i swear to god i didnt.i always say stupid things like this when i become mad and i never mean a single word out of it.this cant be happening again.i dont want it to happen again.i love him too much for this to be happening.i hate life.i hate myself.i cant stand it anymore.my bitchness is coming back.i hate it.i need to stop it.im trying to stop it.im sorry.i wish i could go back in time.i would change everything.i would have never said that.im sorry for hurting u.i wasnt thinking at the time.im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry. i can keep saying im sorry until im dead cuz i mean it i really do mean it.im sitting here in tears cuz i no that i messed up and im admitting it.i never admit when i mess up but i am now.im sorry.i cant lose u.without u my life is horrible.i need u to help me through things and give me different advice then my best friend lindsay who i could never replace either.i need u.please dont do this to me.im begging u.i really am.i was just talking about u in school today.and saying how much i love u.and couldnt wait to see u this weekend.and i thought about u all day long.ur the only guy that makes me draw hearts all over my papers.ur the only guy that makes me write ur name all day long.ur the only guy that can do any of this stuff to me.and i cant lose u.besides lindsay ur the best thing in my life.if i lost one of u my life will sux.if i lose both of u i dont think i would be here anymore.i need both of u to help me through my life and all the shit that goes on.im sorry and im asking u to forgive me.i love u<33
that i made up.i said it out of anger.i didnt mean it.if i saw him in the hosiptal i would cry forever and never forgive myself.it cant happen and its not gonna.i could never lose him as a friend.i never want to lose him at all.im sorry for what i did.yes ill admit i messed up.and yes ill admit it was wrong and i should have never said it but i didnt mean it i swear to god i didnt.i always say stupid things like this when i become mad and i never mean a single word out of it.this cant be happening again.i dont want it to happen again.i love him too much for this to be happening.i hate life.i hate myself.i cant stand it anymore.my bitchness is coming back.i hate it.i need to stop it.im trying to stop it.im sorry.i wish i could go back in time.i would change everything.i would have never said that.im sorry for hurting u.i wasnt thinking at the time.im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry. i can keep saying im sorry until im dead cuz i mean it i really do mean it.im sitting here in tears cuz i no that i messed up and im admitting it.i never admit when i mess up but i am now.im sorry.i cant lose u.without u my life is horrible.i need u to help me through things and give me different advice then my best friend lindsay who i could never replace either.i need u.please dont do this to me.im begging u.i really am.i was just talking about u in school today.and saying how much i love u.and couldnt wait to see u this weekend.and i thought about u all day long.ur the only guy that makes me draw hearts all over my papers.ur the only guy that makes me write ur name all day long.ur the only guy that can do any of this stuff to me.and i cant lose u.besides lindsay ur the best thing in my life.if i lost one of u my life will sux.if i lose both of u i dont think i would be here anymore.i need both of u to help me through my life and all the shit that goes on.im sorry and im asking u to forgive me.i love u<33