And forget the world and the rules by which we are to abide
i feel terribly sorry for neglecting my journal for so long. i have no problem logging onto myspace a few times a day, but i can't manage to type a few sentences every other day. i can do better, i know i can.
ok... so, what is new in my life? not too much. i won't backtrack to forever ago. this weekend consisted of some bowling thursday night, doing stockings for the troops friday morning (on veterans' day... how appropiate), celebrating conti's birthday by going to pf chang's on saturday, seeing my abuela on sunday, and... i think that about sums up the major points.
now school is back in full swing. this current week will be the first 5-day week we've had in god knows how long. even then, we've got early release on thursday. on the darker side, those stupid bastards who run the school board have more or less eliminated more than most of our teacher work days for the rest of the year. plus, we've got two more days of school. at least i've got the next two weekends to look forward to - got ali's on saturday and have a nice, long break next week because of thanksgiving.
i'm stuck in limbo once again. one of those head/heart type things. i feel i'm moving on though. i'm trying not to revert to my old state of mind. i keep wanting something newer, something more exciting, something better. problem is, i don't know where i can go to seek this want. i look at the past, and i see where i've dont wrong. there are so many options as to what i could have done, but the ones i chose have lead me here. when it comes down to it, i know i'll find what i need to and get on with my life. i'm trying to enjoy my lingering between thoughts right now.
with promises of keeping you all up-to-date, N
ps ~ i really don't live this new LJ format. in case you care.