"Jack and Diane" painted a picture of my life and my dreams
had a nice time tonite. got to sams late. traffic was crazy. jocie, conti, chris, and greg were already there. then laly came! was so happy to see her. hung out and looked about online. watched some star wars. seriously, and i mean seriously, jammed to some spice girls. went outside and played around. ate some hamburgers. ended up going swimming for quite awhile. honestly think thats only like the second time ive gone swimming this whole year. wow. had fun making boat noises, playing volleyball, and just bonding. ate some ice cream, made funny noises, and started to watch meet the fockers. got picked up then. came home.
now im here. updating some pics, but i know im not gonna be up long enough to get them all on. so stay tuned till i announce that i posted them from tonite. tlaked to greg for awhile (thanks for your concern =)) got a beauty day w/ the mom planned for tmrw. nothing but relaxation. supposed to go to dinner at the grandparents. really dont wanna to start with, plus the gang is supposedly seeing star wars. really hoping to get out of the family thing, but i doubt i will. been thinking some sad thoughts, and was listening to a song that reminds me of sad times and love ones who have gone. on the verge of tears now. but you know that feeling where you wanna cry, but the tears just arent coming out? yet again, o well, thats life.
speaking of life... been reflecting on everything. lots has happened this past school year. was big to start with cause i started high school. had a great birthday. my uncle died. was in like 6 states in 3 weeks during december, and i was home that month only for chrsitmas weekend. had a boyfriend at some point. truly gained the stereotypical best-friend relationship with one person, and then have my "Group" which consists of those i automatically consider to be best friends with. plus, the group has stayed together still, even though its been a year and we're at different schools. gone some extremely tough family problems, but, at the same time, had some great times too. its amazing all that can happen. words cannot express how grateful i am to all my friends and family for being there, supporting me, and loving me. i love you all so much. and i would just like to say thanks a lot for everything.
off to a good nites sleep and with all my love, N