I think I'll take a moment
blah. looks like im staying home tonite. not that many people were gonna go tonite and was feeling not so good being sick and all. also, want to save money, thought i was gonna babysit, and had a bit of a problem concerning rides. so, to avoid any confrontations, i decided to stay home. got a couple of movies to watch. happy tho cause i got to talk to holly. havent chatted with her in forever. i love that girl and miss her soooo much. got all these thoughts scrambling through my head. gotta sort them out sooner or later. being at home may help my cold, but it aint helping my mental health, i'll tell you that much.
there are a few places i would really like to be right now. let's imagine:
- Green Day concert
- Fall Out Boy concert
- Movies w/ some friends
- at the beach, or just up there in that whole atmosphere
- on a trip somewhere at a faraway destination.... thinking surfing in Australia or Hawaii would relieve a lot of stress right about now
Can't wait till i get a car. i would so be at the factory right now. but nooooo... thats not happening.a lil more than 6 months until i have the option of taking off legally. counting down the days buddy. expect me to be living in ft lauderdale on weekends. unfortunatelly, we have no music venues down here. so i am counting down the days until i can just go. o well.
that license and the freedom that comes with it couldnt come any sooner, N