bitter day...
hmmm i feel kinda ok now.....alittle bit more calm. damn i was so fuckin bitter today. just to the point where i wanted to rip heads off. ugh...... i just busted out crying. so damn overwhelmed...hmmm need to get more medication i ran out....maybe that's y. i shuldn't be dependent on it but i guess it does help. hope that i don't go bipolar....even though i sense that i kinda am in a way. alittle...got a doc's appointment on the 29th. o woohoo..[feel the sarcasm?...] kinda dreading it. with all the shit in my system. yea i have to quit.....needa just chill out. blah.....
well on another note. went to sharpstown mall today. yes again. gosh i have to stop going there. hehe.... then drove around.... as always. tomorow going to go to first colony mall then meet with luis n then barry. hopefully tomorow will be a good day....
well on another note. went to sharpstown mall today. yes again. gosh i have to stop going there. hehe.... then drove around.... as always. tomorow going to go to first colony mall then meet with luis n then barry. hopefully tomorow will be a good day....