summer lovin...
So it's summer... and it was shitty till I meet a boy... and since then it's been great... but now im crying, because im scared out of my mind. The L word came into play I couldnt get it out but he said it, and I wanted to but im so scared to get hurt again last time a guy used this word it ended up being the end of us and getting nasty... and I really want this to work, I have never been so happy. I have a constant smile on my face like its tattooed on or something... I don't know what to do, he left to go chill with the boys because he doesnt want to blow off his friends... that made me miss all my girls even more... wishin a certian few of you were here missin you like crazy I deff need to see you girls before Sept... uhhh fuck what have I gotten into I thought it would be a summer fling but already its so much more... im kicking myself in the ass... and its going to hurt more in sept when i have to go back to boston.... fuck fuck fuck fuck