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[xoticriderxs]

So thismorning I woke up early and could not for the life of me get back to sleep. 5am yup... thats what time my eyes opened... I layed in bed a long while... but nothing... no nothing... I was in a daze, my whole body hurt, I didn't know why, then I looked at my phone and I remembered it all, everything that happened yesterday, the whole summer, graduation and prom. I realized my body hurt so bad because today was the day Eric was moving... I just needed to get up and get moving... so I started moving all my stuff from the upstairs of my house down stairs... most of the stuff weighs more then me... I vacumed my car, then loaded it. Only to realize I was missing some things so I went out with my mom to get some pillow cases, some thing that goes under the bottom sheet??? no idea what it's called. Laundry detergant, fabric softeners, tape, and then we went to the Patiseri for lunch. Yep I had mint chocolate chip cheese cake... lol had to try it, sounded to wierd... and it has a cute chocolate mouse on top, which to my suprise and delight was a chocolate covered cherry!!! YUM! Then we went across to JUNZ so I could say bye to June, who I thought was going to break out crying, but she heald it together- she had a lot of customers. HAHA yes my mom ended up getting new clothes, and I got some hot new cowboy boots yay.

Came home, put more shit in my car... then went to the barn, in my dad car, which guess what?!?!!? has no indicaters?! so I almost died :)
But I had a good ride with Linz on the power lines, and everyone was nice and wished me luck. I will prob give him one more medical bath in the morning before I leave... then cry...

How come i'm not wicked excited like everyone else seems to be? should I be? I miss Eric... I don't want to leave Gemini... I don't know... maybe it will be better on Sunday... right now I just want Eric to turn his phone on so I can talk to him...

-MJ

*Baby I love you hope everything went well today call when you can*