When will all the shit end?
Ok since you guys like to fill in the blanks and speculate I will fill you in. Sarah WAS wearing her seat belt. The truck that ran into her was going 55-60 it all happened with in a few seconds. The thing that bothers me most is Sarah is not in the hospital. She left. Her body is there but as for her, I can't wait to ask her where she went. I felt her there at first she was scarred. Then she left. No good byes. She will be back though. She has to be, she is my best friend and my sister. I have know her longer than anyone else in Waterford and there is only one thing I can say and that is that no one really know her. She keeps certain things between certain people. I miss her more than I ever imagined possible. That is why I wanted her to go to Arizona with me. I do not know what I will do without her. I have her necklace and I will not take it off until she asks for it. I have lost a part of myself. I plan on not talking to anyone but Toni for a while. She is the only other friend that I have right now. I never talk to anyone of you that will read this. Besides you probably won't even respond to this. I feel like I am floating. I wish it had been me, or at least that I was there with her. She was alone. No one to be there with her and no one is there with her now. Where ever that is. She will find her body again and rejoin it. I just hope that it is the same Sarah that we all know and LOVE. If not...no I will not finish that because I refuse to accept that anything will happen to her. She will be fine and thigs will work out. Like I say it might take longer than any of us would like to wait but IT WILL WORK OUT!!! If we don't believe this who will? We have to be there for her. I know she will appriciate all of our positive gesture. Sarah how am I sappose to go to Arizona knowing that at any moment in the future you might be taken from me? I wish I had been able to get a hold of you that day. I tried but I had no way. I cry every time I think of you and your body lying there. Where are you? Please come back, I love you!!