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Should I smoke in my bathroom? It is too cold outside. The house smells like chewing tobacco amd that is worse than cigarette smoke. He said no drugs and nothing about cigarettes. No that would not be cool. Anyways, I do not feel like you are selfish in the least way. Now I cannot say the same for myself. I miss being around happiness. There is a desire to be around people, loving happy people. I have always had this. Being alone makes me depressed. Unless I can turn the radio up loud and do something, like clean. Then I am great. I love to clean and then just sit back and look at my accomplishments, a clean living environment. and it is grat to have someone to come home and say wow it looks great in here. Amanda never cared and neither did Randall. Fuck them. They sucked as roomates. Toni always mad a mess out of things I cleaned and Sarah she was great. She helped me clean or would sit there and tell me I missed something or call me crazy. I miss my first apartment. I miss being by myself so I can make all the noise I want. I look oh so forward to moving. I oops this is not my...ok copy and paste here we go this is my lj not a comment anymore. That would have been one long comment. I got lost in my thoughts. Ok so parts of this were sappose to be a comment. You piece it together. I have to...well nothing. Ah I need to find Sarah. My fingers are cold and they say if there going to be cold they want a cigarette. so I have to comply with there desires. Love you all!!