To love
To love is a great thing. I miss having fun. I need to...hey that other walgreens called me. They said they would call me back to set up an interview. So once I get a job thigs will get better. My dad does not seem to hear me when I tell him that I am not trying to get back into the Army right now. I don't like the oh I feel this is temporary untill you go back into the Army. Dad I am not worried about that right now. I don't have the money. I think he thinks I am waiting until spring but no I am not. I am not sure I want to go back, in fact I don't think I want to. Toni and I think Sarah both understand this. I want sushi. Why does the crave hit me and not go away untill I get some. Christian what have you done to me??? Lets jump off of really tall buildings. That aught to be fun. Bless me. I sneezed. I have to much energy, it is night time and I should be like tired but no I want to go do something. La lala I can take up singing. No not me. I need a game. Oh I can play Tetris on my...shit then I would have to reconnect my xbox. I know my problem, I want to be around my friends. Toni, Sarah, Amanda, Christian. All of you make me feel good and important. Sitting here with these family people is worse than sitting in a doctors office for the whole day. I got 4 bags of bottles form my dad. I should go to meijers and tak them back. That way I will be productive. I need to not drive though. It is expensive. Grrr. Sarah I need you. Come cuddle with me and let me snuggle in luna and the commet. Oh did i say that, sorry. Bad thoughts leaking out of my, um fingertips.