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Ok, this is my first entry. I do not know how to change stuff so my screen is very bright and my eyes are hurting. I have seen the light. My tunnel is finally opening up or is it ending? A fortune cookie told me some great news. I had a very different year in 2004. One I did not like and hope to never repeat most of it's contents. My buddie list needs to be developed. where are all of my friends? I love all of you. As for an entry that was made, I know you were referring to me. Please don't make me feel bad.
I believe, strongly, that everything happens for a reason. Except my aunt, the one I live with, making me feel like shit. She has my mother staying the night again. And I guess that means I have nowhere to sleep cause I am staying in the "guest room". And my cousin has her friend and 4 year old staying over. Yeah she can have her friends with young children stay the night but I can't even bring 2 friends over with out her getting mad. Her reasoning...what if I just got done smoking a joint? I wonder what I shall do. She is kicking me out and I would love to leave this state, MI sucks. However my instincts tell me it is not time yet. So I got a job, I'm pretty sure, and no where to live now. The world works in mysterious ways. Hey that is not a complaint. time for a beer? sure if not I will never stop talking. I love this feeling of... could it be happiness? Are my desires finally seeking to exist? Whatever it is I like it.
I believe, strongly, that everything happens for a reason. Except my aunt, the one I live with, making me feel like shit. She has my mother staying the night again. And I guess that means I have nowhere to sleep cause I am staying in the "guest room". And my cousin has her friend and 4 year old staying over. Yeah she can have her friends with young children stay the night but I can't even bring 2 friends over with out her getting mad. Her reasoning...what if I just got done smoking a joint? I wonder what I shall do. She is kicking me out and I would love to leave this state, MI sucks. However my instincts tell me it is not time yet. So I got a job, I'm pretty sure, and no where to live now. The world works in mysterious ways. Hey that is not a complaint. time for a beer? sure if not I will never stop talking. I love this feeling of... could it be happiness? Are my desires finally seeking to exist? Whatever it is I like it.