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The last couple days have been B-O-R-I-N-G except for the fact that I have spent most of them outside because it has been really nice out these last couple of days. I love it, I like taking walks and just thinking about things that matter and things that don't, it's nice to do that once in a while. But I'm sick of spending these pretty days by myself, we should all spend one together! O yes and Emma we still need to go to the park because I didn't get a hold of you that one night and it still would be oodles of fun if we went together, so I'll give you a call later or something! :)
It feels like something is missing in my life, maybe the fact that everyone around me has a significant other and I have no one, I sit here and watch all the couples, and I want that. What am I doing wrong to not be able to experience what they are? I have never had a healthy relationship before, first Rick and then I got involved with Sully and that was a total disaster. Maybe I'm bound to lead a life with no one because everytime I'm with someone it somehow turns into the worst experience I have ever had. I jusy hope that one day I will have what everyone else has, and I will be happy.
Sorry this is such a short update but nothing has been really going on latley, so if anyone guys wants to enjoy this beautiful day with me, let me know! :)
-Terri
It feels like something is missing in my life, maybe the fact that everyone around me has a significant other and I have no one, I sit here and watch all the couples, and I want that. What am I doing wrong to not be able to experience what they are? I have never had a healthy relationship before, first Rick and then I got involved with Sully and that was a total disaster. Maybe I'm bound to lead a life with no one because everytime I'm with someone it somehow turns into the worst experience I have ever had. I jusy hope that one day I will have what everyone else has, and I will be happy.
Sorry this is such a short update but nothing has been really going on latley, so if anyone guys wants to enjoy this beautiful day with me, let me know! :)
-Terri