A General Update
I really like this song and i really think that is descibes alot about me:
Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
And before anyone judges me, no I'm not just one of those "boppin'" teenagers that just listens to the song because it is cool and popualar. I'll have you know that i listen to songs way before anyone else does[i got that from Courtney(thanks(; ] and i listen to really old songs that most people my age haven't even heard of. I listen to a song because i like it..Not because everyone else listens to it!
I have to go to Cms this Thursday for a college fair and I'm thinkin' that it is gonna be so freakin' boring. I dont want to go to college instate so i dont think that the college fair is gonna help me any. I talked to Mr. Staunton today and got him to change my schedule, so now i am taking Algrebra 1 my 8th grade year. Omg, i think i am really gonna fail that class! I hope not cause i want to get good grades all through highschool. Thats what most people say though and that usually doesnt happen.
I've been so stressed out lately and i dont know why. I mean it's like i keep worrying about something,but i dont know what i am worrying about or why. I dunno, maybe i am just freakin' out about going to the highschool. I am alittle nervous,but i know my friends will help me get through it! Mr. Tucker came and talked to us a couple days ago in band class. He told us something like that we are gonna have 1 day of rookie camp and 1 day of band camp and then a week worth of practice at school and then that Friday I have my first home-game.. I am so nervous..What if I mess up? What if i dont learn it in time? What if i drop my instrument when i am trying to march!?!? I think i'll be okay.. I really wish Courtney was in big band with me, It would make things alot less stressful!! Well, i gotta go..My mommy just came home with Long John Silvers..yUmMy!!:)
Tasha<3
Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
And before anyone judges me, no I'm not just one of those "boppin'" teenagers that just listens to the song because it is cool and popualar. I'll have you know that i listen to songs way before anyone else does[i got that from Courtney(thanks(; ] and i listen to really old songs that most people my age haven't even heard of. I listen to a song because i like it..Not because everyone else listens to it!
I have to go to Cms this Thursday for a college fair and I'm thinkin' that it is gonna be so freakin' boring. I dont want to go to college instate so i dont think that the college fair is gonna help me any. I talked to Mr. Staunton today and got him to change my schedule, so now i am taking Algrebra 1 my 8th grade year. Omg, i think i am really gonna fail that class! I hope not cause i want to get good grades all through highschool. Thats what most people say though and that usually doesnt happen.
I've been so stressed out lately and i dont know why. I mean it's like i keep worrying about something,but i dont know what i am worrying about or why. I dunno, maybe i am just freakin' out about going to the highschool. I am alittle nervous,but i know my friends will help me get through it! Mr. Tucker came and talked to us a couple days ago in band class. He told us something like that we are gonna have 1 day of rookie camp and 1 day of band camp and then a week worth of practice at school and then that Friday I have my first home-game.. I am so nervous..What if I mess up? What if i dont learn it in time? What if i drop my instrument when i am trying to march!?!? I think i'll be okay.. I really wish Courtney was in big band with me, It would make things alot less stressful!! Well, i gotta go..My mommy just came home with Long John Silvers..yUmMy!!:)
Tasha<3