The fear of being afraid
I have missed you journal. I geuss the new thing for me lately isn't so new. I mean I am always looking for a guy. Somehow I don't like how I get screwed over. Like guys are only interested in me for certain reasons. They think I am slutty. But I am really not. Because myf riends have big mouths now guys think I am a slut. I was pressured into doing somethign I didnt want to do. And I did it and it was the most boring experiance ever. It was really awkward and uncomfortable. anyways journal. I made a new friend. His name is carlos. he is one of my favourite friends although i dont see him much i talk to him everyday. :)
well I really dont have much to say for now. But ive missed you.
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