(no subject)
I think you're scared. I don't think its a matter of me not being the right one or any of the rest of the girls not being the right one. I do have to admit that I think I am the right one. But, I think what it really comes down to is you being scared. You are afraid of what will happen if you do let yourself be happy, be vulnerable again. You're afraid of getting hurt again. Of not being in control. That's why you don't like monogamy and you like the attention girls give you, because you are in control. And when you start to feel out of control you run away.