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My heart is aching. I am clinging to his memory. I'm in love with someone I can never ever have. I legitimately feel like I lost my soulmate. I know that sounds ridiculous. I knew him for a year, really knew him for only 6 months. But I will never, ever know what could've happened. The more I think about him, the more I learn about him, the more I realize he was everything. I should've tried harder. I should've stayed sober like my original plan. I should've taken a picture. I'd honestly give anything to bring him back. Its so unfair.