what if
its gettin so close to moving in with my new roomies..im scared! what if theyr like..psycho...well its me and tazzy..at least im not alone...im so scared tho..im gettin like major anxiety..im a shy person...and im picky with ppl bc ive got fucked over.. what if they are annoying ..or just i dunno.. i mean i hope they turn out to be like my bff's thatd be cool..oh man im scared....and petrified to be without aaron..wtf ..im not gonna be sleeping with him every nite...did i make the right choice..im freakin out...how can i not have someone to cuddle every nite..especially after being so used to doing that every nite practically for over a year...well i just hope in this time that i am not "living " here...he learns to grow up a lil..take care of bills, dishes, laundry..thats gona suck for him at first..never laying a finger on that but im tired of all that responsibility...so i know this should be a good thing....and well have sleepovers all the time..ill just have my own place..i hope my roomies arent slobs! lol well...if it sucks then i just will live at aarons or rachels or robs..no biggie...ill have somewhere to go..i hope i have fun..i hope life doesnt suck..i hope ppl doesnt suck and i hope i dont regret this.. but i know id regret it if i didnt go and discover myself ..who i am alone...without depending on anyone else...its a rough world