confused
hey wuts up..so i had a couple ppl over last nite and i had a good time but i dunno..im like really confused and pissed bc i hate it when ppl say they are gonna do something that they arent gonna do..its the worst thing ever...and like im going to boca this weekend and i feel like i have unfinished business here and ugh im so annoyed bc its like ..no im pissed at myself bc i shoudlnt be pissed at anyone else..i guess i just like attention but oh man..i just could not sleep...i just want...i dunno what i want.. im just in a really bad/sad mood...and i dont feel like driving all the way to boca..and i dunno since aaron hasnt been here..ive gone out and chilld with ppl EVERY single nite and like gone out from work and shit and i never do that when hes here and its not his fault..i dunno why i do that..its like when hes here sometimes it holds me back but i dont want that..and its not his fault..i just feel like i wanna be there with him when hes around but i had a fun time goin out w/diff ppl too so im just confused and stuff but im looking at my puppy and hes amazing and soo cute and i just love him...arite im going to work..goody..to see "someone" i dont really feel like seeing...lets see what happens