Lead me Lord, be my way, be my truth, be my love ... oh Lord.
I'm sorry, if I made you sad, because that's the last thing I want for you to feel.
You... have been my strength in so many little ways I can't even explain, just the little things... but these insignificant things amounted to something wonderful that filled me with hope and joy.
You've given me... experience in things I was unfamiliar with and for that, I'm truly grateful, I really am from the bottom of my heart.
You! You!.... :( You, just made me happy countless of times, and every moment we've spent together is something that I will never, ever, forget nor want to, because they're precious to me... all the familiar places will be always "our place" in my heart, even if you don't feel that way anymore.
You asked me what you should do so that I would trust you more, and prove to me your feelings.. In my head... I was thinking, if you could be less outspoken about your negative feelings(negativity), a bit less immature(as in..being not afraid of telling the whole world your feelings, even if it may mean I might reject you, its that being fearless for your love and not being afraid..and doing all that in a serious manner, and not in a childish way. Being able to really say what you feel straight up to me, in clear words, even though I know its easier to express how you feel in artistic means, taking the next step, that is, outloud and fearlessly would be better.. but no one's perfect, I understand)... but that's something you've got to realize yourself, and not for me to tell you, for what will my words do, if you don't learn to become that man yourself? it will be in God's time that you will realize all this and be shaped into the man that He has planned...
The qualities that you've asked...qualities I look for.. that is, is responsibility, commitment and care. As in... promising that you will take care of me, in every way possible, and that means sacrifice and taking responsibility... someone that can look after me, really take care of me, and not just someone who can be with me.
I hope we won't be hostile to each other from now on, nor see each other awkwardly and in a bad light. Most of all, I hope that you won't turn your sadness and do something you will regret, or outlet your feelings to another person, because I want you to really take the time and discern. For me too, it seems that to move on, maybe befriending a new person will help, but I realize.. no.. that will just throw me in the wrong direction. That's all, please don't do something you'll regret, because when you're sad, I'm sad too.
You... have been my strength in so many little ways I can't even explain, just the little things... but these insignificant things amounted to something wonderful that filled me with hope and joy.
You've given me... experience in things I was unfamiliar with and for that, I'm truly grateful, I really am from the bottom of my heart.
You! You!.... :( You, just made me happy countless of times, and every moment we've spent together is something that I will never, ever, forget nor want to, because they're precious to me... all the familiar places will be always "our place" in my heart, even if you don't feel that way anymore.
You asked me what you should do so that I would trust you more, and prove to me your feelings.. In my head... I was thinking, if you could be less outspoken about your negative feelings(negativity), a bit less immature(as in..being not afraid of telling the whole world your feelings, even if it may mean I might reject you, its that being fearless for your love and not being afraid..and doing all that in a serious manner, and not in a childish way. Being able to really say what you feel straight up to me, in clear words, even though I know its easier to express how you feel in artistic means, taking the next step, that is, outloud and fearlessly would be better.. but no one's perfect, I understand)... but that's something you've got to realize yourself, and not for me to tell you, for what will my words do, if you don't learn to become that man yourself? it will be in God's time that you will realize all this and be shaped into the man that He has planned...
The qualities that you've asked...qualities I look for.. that is, is responsibility, commitment and care. As in... promising that you will take care of me, in every way possible, and that means sacrifice and taking responsibility... someone that can look after me, really take care of me, and not just someone who can be with me.
I hope we won't be hostile to each other from now on, nor see each other awkwardly and in a bad light. Most of all, I hope that you won't turn your sadness and do something you will regret, or outlet your feelings to another person, because I want you to really take the time and discern. For me too, it seems that to move on, maybe befriending a new person will help, but I realize.. no.. that will just throw me in the wrong direction. That's all, please don't do something you'll regret, because when you're sad, I'm sad too.