im gonna vent or cry or talk it out i dont know i just need to write
i hate this feeling! i've had a crush on him for SO long like since the beginning- middle of last year and i just told him how i felt and he fucking blew me off! DICK FACE! UGH! "good one katelyn" "quit playin dawg" DO I LOOK LIKE A FUCKING DOG?!? NO! "well i think im gonna go to sleep" " call me sometime" "we'll talk" FUCK TALKING! ugh im sooo mad/sad/upset/angry/pissed/sad! W/E! i wanna cry so hard until theres no tears left to cry! but i cant bring myself to waste the tears on him. did i actually tihnk i had a chance with him. im SO stupid! ugh! i blew it! im just another loser walking around school! w/e how could i let myself fall for him?! im so upset! he could have just been like i dont like you or wut the fuck ever but call we'll talk thats just bullshit! UGH!!!!!!!!! im soooooooooo hurt this hurts sooooooo bad! i wanna hate him so bad rite now but i cant i mean ya IM MAD AT HIM! and i reli dont wanna talk to him but i just cant hate him! i cant do it! heessss sooo amazing and perfect for me i just dont think he knows it but idk how to make him realize it. kl;jssfad lsfda l im sooooooooooooooooooo mad at myself for saying something! w/e im done talking about this!