sleep seems to make everything wonderful
today i got to sleep in while most of my other friends took the stupid benchmark tests, lol. so yea sleep was nice. then i went to english and took an extra credit quiz and then i bought one of those amazingly comfortable black douglas sweatshirts at lunch. then i went to verba and got like 10 packets....i think she has wiped out the rainforest because of all of her packet making....and then i went to trig and we did nothing....like always. then i talked with erk and then brandon told me he got suspended from the bus but that didnt seem to stop him from riding it lol. the only real bad thing today was that i was told that i might have to miss dance on friday which would mean no hot chocolate and movie at katerinas and just no dance which means that all of the bad things that are going to happen this week will be locked inside of me until mondays dance which means that i will potentially explode on someone in school on monday. but yea...back to bad things, umm i feel like i have to compete for katerina's attention between all of her other friends and her boyfriend and just her busy schedule in general and i hate feeling like i might be getting pushed to the back of the line and that eventually ill just keep getting pushed back farther and farther until she just cant see me anymore and then she'll be gone. wow i sound like im in love with her, lol, but yea im listening to this awsome new song by 3 doors down...let me share it with u.....
one more kiss can be the best thing, but one more lie can be the worst, all these thoughts are never restings, i know not something i deserve, in my head there's only u now, this world falls on me, in this world there's real and make-believe and this seems real to mmmmeeeee...u love me but i dont know who i am im torn between this life i need and where i stand, u love me but i dont know who i am, so let me go, let me go. i dream we head to what i hope for and i turn my back on loving u, how can this love be a good thing and i know what im going thru, in my head theres only u now, and this world falls on me, and in this world there's real and make-believe, this seems real to me, and you love me but u dont know who i am, im torn between this live i lead and where i stand, and you love me but u dont know who i am so let me go, just let me goooooooooooooooo let me gooooooooo, and no matter how hard i try i cant escape these things inside, i know, i know, all the pieces fall apart, and you will be the only one who knows...who knooooowwsss, you love me but u dont know who i am, im torn betwene this life i lead and where i stand, and you love me but u dont know who i am so let me go just let me go, u love me but u dont know who i am, u love me but u dont, u love me but u dont, u love me but u dont know me........
wasnt that amazing.....u have to dl it, alrighty im out luv yall xoxox
one more kiss can be the best thing, but one more lie can be the worst, all these thoughts are never restings, i know not something i deserve, in my head there's only u now, this world falls on me, in this world there's real and make-believe and this seems real to mmmmeeeee...u love me but i dont know who i am im torn between this life i need and where i stand, u love me but i dont know who i am, so let me go, let me go. i dream we head to what i hope for and i turn my back on loving u, how can this love be a good thing and i know what im going thru, in my head theres only u now, and this world falls on me, and in this world there's real and make-believe, this seems real to me, and you love me but u dont know who i am, im torn between this live i lead and where i stand, and you love me but u dont know who i am so let me go, just let me goooooooooooooooo let me gooooooooo, and no matter how hard i try i cant escape these things inside, i know, i know, all the pieces fall apart, and you will be the only one who knows...who knooooowwsss, you love me but u dont know who i am, im torn betwene this life i lead and where i stand, and you love me but u dont know who i am so let me go just let me go, u love me but u dont know who i am, u love me but u dont, u love me but u dont, u love me but u dont know me........
wasnt that amazing.....u have to dl it, alrighty im out luv yall xoxox