ITS A TRUE STORY---
Hey well i guess i should update and let sum ppl know wuts going on in my life...
Tomm will be the last day that i can go to my house(dads) well yea my house is finally not ours nemore the place ive lived for the past 8 years and grew up in when i was younger is no longer mine i kno i didnt live there much but i have soo many memories there its unbelievable i cant help but be sad so today i went to my house to a ton of people over there helpin my dad and brother move well to find out that the stuff in the moving truck wasnt just goin into storage but it was being sold * MY STUFF my bed my dress my stuff * i kno he needs the money but the thing was my mom was goiung to buy it i kno its very shitty that i would have to buy something that was mine but if he was gunna sale it my mom wanted me to have it but no he sold it to a guy named George ... seriously ive never been soo mad in my entire life not only did he get the house taken away my stuff was gone also -- i just want to crawl into a ball in cry but i cant i just keep getting so mad at the whole situation the people that really kno me * know the whole truth to why our houst is being taken and y my dad doesnt have the money to pay for it * i dont understand why this is happening or how i can chage it my whole life ive taken care of my dad and my brother and of all the situation ive found a way to get us out of it.. but this si to big for an 18 yr old girl to handle i kno im not suppose to and its not my job but i feel like if i would have never moved to my moms it would have made my dad realize that he has kids that need a house and food and clothes but with us not being there he didnt care he let himself fall very low to where noone can get him out of this mess and i wish i could * i love my dad soo much he was always there for me but not that ive grown up, and realized everything. A person cant change unless they are willing and u cant change neone that wont admit they have a problem in the first place...so there not help my dad untill he wants help * he also told me today to leave his house and never come back and to not talk to him.. well i guess im gunna have to deal with this without talin to him i dont kno where he wll b mon night becuase it will offically be someone eles' house -- im very glad to have my mom and dale in a time like this because if i didnthave them i would go insane right now... and to have my friends they dont judge me knowing how my dad is and the fact about this whole thing and i thank God that ive made the right choice to not get into all this mess and try to be and 18 yr old superwomen-- i have one year of high school left that i need to consentrat really hard on and try my best to get into college and be on my own.. ive grown up soo fast not having my mom around makes u grow up incredibly fast i kno soo much about my family ive been through alot and im soo lucky to have a life like i have right now -- my dad said today what do u want me to live in a box on the side of the street he has no money and no place to live at this moment ive seen my dad walk to and from the store and not have netihng to eat -- i kno it so hard to say but theres a reason and there a place hi sm neys going to and as much as i love my dad it breaks my heart to see him like this even tho hes doing it to himself.. noone likes to see thier parent hurt or sad and im an extremly emotional person already so this all doesnt help at all..i kno in the long run everything will turn out for the better and if my dad chooses to move to Atlanta ill b ok but as of rright not the next few days will kinda be hard knowin that my dad and brother dont have a place to live-- it kills me inside it makes me take everything for granted i mean EVERYTHING...i jsut dont understand why GOd is puttin this on my family at the beggininng of my senior year im suppose to be happy and not have to worry ne more* but it never stops...
to top that Brandon Sunday left today for the Marines * i hungout with him alot this summer he threw me a killer Bday at the beach and ilL miss him lots while hes gone !
im not writing this to make everyone feel sorry for me or to make everyone think my dads a terrible person but ppl have problems and they all just need to be worked out
tO MY friends Thanks soo much for being there for me when i need sumone to talk to i love yall soo much and i couldnt through life without yall it would be impossible! I LUv YaLL
Tomm will be the last day that i can go to my house(dads) well yea my house is finally not ours nemore the place ive lived for the past 8 years and grew up in when i was younger is no longer mine i kno i didnt live there much but i have soo many memories there its unbelievable i cant help but be sad so today i went to my house to a ton of people over there helpin my dad and brother move well to find out that the stuff in the moving truck wasnt just goin into storage but it was being sold * MY STUFF my bed my dress my stuff * i kno he needs the money but the thing was my mom was goiung to buy it i kno its very shitty that i would have to buy something that was mine but if he was gunna sale it my mom wanted me to have it but no he sold it to a guy named George ... seriously ive never been soo mad in my entire life not only did he get the house taken away my stuff was gone also -- i just want to crawl into a ball in cry but i cant i just keep getting so mad at the whole situation the people that really kno me * know the whole truth to why our houst is being taken and y my dad doesnt have the money to pay for it * i dont understand why this is happening or how i can chage it my whole life ive taken care of my dad and my brother and of all the situation ive found a way to get us out of it.. but this si to big for an 18 yr old girl to handle i kno im not suppose to and its not my job but i feel like if i would have never moved to my moms it would have made my dad realize that he has kids that need a house and food and clothes but with us not being there he didnt care he let himself fall very low to where noone can get him out of this mess and i wish i could * i love my dad soo much he was always there for me but not that ive grown up, and realized everything. A person cant change unless they are willing and u cant change neone that wont admit they have a problem in the first place...so there not help my dad untill he wants help * he also told me today to leave his house and never come back and to not talk to him.. well i guess im gunna have to deal with this without talin to him i dont kno where he wll b mon night becuase it will offically be someone eles' house -- im very glad to have my mom and dale in a time like this because if i didnthave them i would go insane right now... and to have my friends they dont judge me knowing how my dad is and the fact about this whole thing and i thank God that ive made the right choice to not get into all this mess and try to be and 18 yr old superwomen-- i have one year of high school left that i need to consentrat really hard on and try my best to get into college and be on my own.. ive grown up soo fast not having my mom around makes u grow up incredibly fast i kno soo much about my family ive been through alot and im soo lucky to have a life like i have right now -- my dad said today what do u want me to live in a box on the side of the street he has no money and no place to live at this moment ive seen my dad walk to and from the store and not have netihng to eat -- i kno it so hard to say but theres a reason and there a place hi sm neys going to and as much as i love my dad it breaks my heart to see him like this even tho hes doing it to himself.. noone likes to see thier parent hurt or sad and im an extremly emotional person already so this all doesnt help at all..i kno in the long run everything will turn out for the better and if my dad chooses to move to Atlanta ill b ok but as of rright not the next few days will kinda be hard knowin that my dad and brother dont have a place to live-- it kills me inside it makes me take everything for granted i mean EVERYTHING...i jsut dont understand why GOd is puttin this on my family at the beggininng of my senior year im suppose to be happy and not have to worry ne more* but it never stops...
to top that Brandon Sunday left today for the Marines * i hungout with him alot this summer he threw me a killer Bday at the beach and ilL miss him lots while hes gone !
im not writing this to make everyone feel sorry for me or to make everyone think my dads a terrible person but ppl have problems and they all just need to be worked out
tO MY friends Thanks soo much for being there for me when i need sumone to talk to i love yall soo much and i couldnt through life without yall it would be impossible! I LUv YaLL