Mar 30, 2005 15:02
HEY HAY HEY yea its my birthday!!! how fun =). it only happens once a year so make the best out of it While you can rite!!!
my day went pretty good i s'pose it consisted of...
getting presents and balloons from meredith
going to class and mr thomas giving me my fav candy
wonderful ppl i dont know telling me happy bday
walking around with brad and ang looking for something to film
hanging out the whole fourth block with the beautimous <3 Hillary and having a <3 2 <3
after school going to the beach with meg christy and frannie and seeing everyone
getting WaY tanner
going to go out to this new restaraunt in the new mall called Machgionas (sp) with cj
and...then who knows what will happen...
last night we did my bday at my house with my mom and i got money $ my hair did and my fav ring. then cj decided to go ahead and give me my present so i could wear it on my my birthday. and its soo pretty. i love it. and the best part is its actually a real diamond...hmm.hh.
so..
ive had a lot on my mind the last week about all my "friends"/ acquantances (sp)
and ive came up with this
a lot has happen this school year
i mean A Lot
and the funniest part is none of us have changed
things have changed us
were growing up and some of us have fallin into serious relationships
while others are still single or have a boyfriend in their little group
so i think thats where a lot of the problem is and its not even a problem its just the way it happens
and its reasonable because if it happens that way ur guaranteed to always be around your friends as well as his so theres no arguement.
im tired of getting worked up over something so stupid.
im tired of being around what i use to call friends and now being uncomfortable around them
i noticed how weird it felt today at school around a few i came in contact with
then at the beach
i feel like i can't even talk to them then i look like a stuch up bitch bcos there prolly like wtf has blown up her head to where she can't even talk to us...
well i hate it and it sux
so im over it. if we dont talk we just don't talk
nothing obviously in my power that can be done.
i take half the blame bcos.. its only fair.
but to everyone who thinks this might pertain to u... it prolly does so know this
i love u all
i always will
we were friends maybe best friends at one point and thats all that matters time to move on.
<333
i belive in fate and everything happens for a reason.
Happy Birthday to ME!