decisions!! please help!

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yesterday i kinda just hung out. later on in the day lee wanted to test his truck.. so we decided to drive up 287 and 87 to new york to get out magazine. then we went to get dinner. n then ice cream! after that i was in escruciating pain n it sucked..not sure how to spell escruciating. so i took a bath n relaxed. today was my first day back in school. i did a half day. i was lost in spanish. but i saw a lot of people n suprisingly no1 said nething. i walked outside w/ sarah jen n rac ... saw nick n jose n then got on the bus with sarah. we had a small argument on the bus...she was mad at me cuz i kissed nick on new years. i dont know who told her but its not a big deal. now i gotta figure out what im gonna do bout the situation. it kinda seems like i need to make a decision soon...dont wanna do that n dont think i can do that so yea now what? i was pissed at sarah cuz she ditched me n stuff but no biggy. i need to figure out what i want n what is more important to me...ne suggestions??? comment and let me know what u think bout the situation..please!

redman is so cute he is sitting next to me right now just looking at me all cute..lol ok im sorry ill shutup...

i have tutoring so ill write more later...people r prob coming over later...let me know if ya wanna come!