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lastnight i decided i would b nice and im vinnie n talk things out. i was sick of being terrified. so yea. that went ok not sure if i made a mistake yet or not but o well. thats one of my biggest fears recently is making mistakes. after that nick n i talked...which sucked n im kinda heartbroken. but yes sarah finally got wat she wanted n she wins. n i took the time to call her last night n tell her that..i simply said even though u wouldnt care how i would feel in a situation like this i am caring how u felt. im in tears but yea u win n get wat u want. then she had to go. so yea lucky me...at that point i was really upset. nick n i kinda decided that we prob were not gonna wait for things to b ok again neway...that he was going to get a girlfriend in the near future. as for me getting a boyfriend i really dont think that will happen for awhile. i really do like nick a lot but i guess that cant happen which sucks. o well no1 will really understand neway. i decided i will b single for a while. i was not in school today becuz im pretty sick so im gonna get meds tonight n i should b there tomorrow. i gave aimee n june their invites today n i really hope they come. i guess thats it for now .. have a good night every1