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well, lets see the beginning to a horrible day...well lets begin shall we?!!! my mother freaked out on me bc i smoke pot with my friend ana like wtf get over it everyone is doing it! i dont understand why ppl make such a big deal of pot! its not like its herion or some shyt! damm... i dont get it. she told me today that i have 2 choices, i can either live under her roof and her rules or i could move out. ya know shes not a ssaint either. i knowthat she has smoked pot. its not like im gonna smoke forever.. i just have alot of stres, and smokin chills me out. i dunno, maybe one day wen im walkin home from work a car will just crash me adn just end my life quickly!! i hate my life and everything in it. its like god*(if he really exits ....NOT!!!!)put me on this earth for me too be miserable. and iu hate it... goddamit! oh well now lets see how my life can be runined some more!!