Ok.. Lets not do this again please...
Derrick and I had a "talk" last night.. It wasn't the best talk that I've ever had, in fact the talk made me cry. It made me cry because he was telling me how he wouldn't "sugar-coat" the relationship, and the reason I was crying is because thats basicly what my relationship with Eric was.. and sometimes just thinking about that relationship makes me cry. Idk. But so anyways... The talk made me learn somethings and made me think... so after the talk we just went back to normal "Shay and Derrick" talk lol. So then like a 12 or something he says that he has to go but he'll call me back... I feel asleep *smiles* lol I woke up this morning and I checked the messages on my phone and he's like "I KNEW you'd fall asleep" lol Its was cute. lol. OMG it's gunna suck tomorrow... I'm not going to be able to wake up at 6 fucking god I'm screwed.... LOl My alarm wont even wake me up at 6... thats how hard I sleep sometimes... but yah... its 11 already and I still have to get ready, but I don't know how long his practice is gunna be.... He said he thought that it'd end somewhere around 1 or 2 but he's not shure... lol Oh well...
*Shay*
*Shay*