heyyyy
ok wow so really havent written here in LIKE FOREVER! today is ethsa day weve known him for a year! woohooo!!! and i guess maybe too much has happened there for us to ever be the we used to and maybe im ok with it now. we had our good times hanging out, weve tried to go back but it just doesnt feel right theres something missing that i cant quite figure out.but today everything gathered over this past year is going into the box new idems, new memories [[good and bad]],new times,new friends, and just everything this years been about. then we bury it. deep into the woods our small cardboard box is kept safe for 1 more year where we will dig it up on exactly the 7th of August and remember,the pain they caused, the joy we felt when we'd see their faces,and how we both loved them more than they will ever know. somehow out of our life changing events finally came what we had just wanted all along... a happy ending.