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ok first of all..this is a pointless entry..but it has a purpose..ok, confused yet? ok well here it goes..ive realized that its my own fault if no one likes me..that everything that ive done..all the stupid things that ive done and dont understand why ppl hate me..grr ok..im trying to make sense here. i just wanted to say that if ive hurt you (the one reading this) im sorry. im sorry im sorry im sorry...and i just want you to know that. i never write long entrys, but i feel like this time its worth writing about. im honestly failing at school. they moved me to study skills. wtf? im not stupid. i just dont try. and i feel so dumb cus jay is like a A student and so is alex. so the ppl i care about most are going to go to college, and be happy. and ill be here with my mom, sitting in my room wondering why i didnt try. im not asking for sympathy. im asking for advice.
i have a good life. im the only one responsible for making it harder.
and honestly i care about my boyfriend so much..but i need to...hmmm...i dont know stop being the way i am with him, cus obviously its not working to well.
alright well im going to get in trouble if i keep typing cus ill end up saying sumthing i dont mean.
i have a good life. im the only one responsible for making it harder.
and honestly i care about my boyfriend so much..but i need to...hmmm...i dont know stop being the way i am with him, cus obviously its not working to well.
alright well im going to get in trouble if i keep typing cus ill end up saying sumthing i dont mean.