the hardest part of growing up - is letting go of what ur used to

[xosugababayox]

yesterday - me, b, and ash planned a little surprise party for tay. and since nobody really RsVp'd it was only the 3 of us. and of course i had ruin everything when i got sick friday. so i thought i would feel better for the party and i did but as the night went on i felt like crap! it was funny tay had no clue! she was crying - oh wow. but i felt like i ruined the whole party when i had to go home. because idk ?

today - today idk what im doing because i still sick and can't do much alone. oh well ill figure somethin out <\3 lindsay