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Just got back from the hotel and I was just eating some french fries. had a lot of fun chasing around hot guys and going tanning. The funniest thing was the elevator in the hotel. this elevator was so old it had a cage door you had to shut.me n panda were like it's gonna fucking break down and trap us in it.It was hilarious.Later on we watched the grudge (for my third time) then we watched the notebook which I hate to admit was a great movie. amanda dared me to go and tell one of the workers that he was hot and she was gonna pay me $20 but when I got down there his shift was over and he was gone :( . Didn't swim to much mostly just tan but I'm still really white.It was so funnie we snuck out of the room at like 2:00 in the morning and went out to the car and got my poem book. We stayed up and wrote poems then went to sleep and woke up and went tanning again. and we snuck some rum and coke. and I had a lot of fun. I still didn't get a cd. I was to tired to go to the mall but I'm gonna ask if I can get one later. Well gtg panda is gonna update her journal and I'm gonna go to the movie store and rent a movie than later take a nap. Oh yeah this is the poem I wrote last night tell me if ya like it...

Afraid to Love

She can't show love,
She pushes it away.
But deep inside,
She's just afraid.

Afraid to kiss,
Afraid to hug.
But mostly she's just,
Afraid to love.

Afarid that she,
Will be torn apart.
Afraid that someone,
Would break her heart.

She hopes she will,
Overcome this fear.
Because love seems,
to always be near.

by: mE