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i close my eyes 
trying not to ask why
i close my eyes 
hoping that ill just wake up one day and not want to die
Abuse, who knew it could hurt so deep?
Who knew this pain could alter everything that made you, you...
The looks and glares from people hurt maybe even worse or just like you.
And you listen to all the rude remarks they have to say, 
thinking you deserve to live this way. 
wake up, before it's too late.
open your eyes... it's just a test of fate.