Chains... =)
" i do love you jesus... but not like I should.
I love you father, but not like i could
Have mercy on me
can't go on this way
save me, i'm lost. .
Help me believe what you say this is just a test
though it's hard to see... I surrender your will."
So.. today. I'm going through lists of book to read to help me along my healing process. =) It's fun! I've been sober for 50 days today... which is crazy. thats alot of days to be sober! Alot! Anxiety is killing me inside... but I can do this. I am not turning back to that lifestyle. EVER. & I fucking mean it! like seriously... I FUCKING MEAN IT! =) hahah. <333 okay im off... nap time! adios amigos.
<333
I love you father, but not like i could
Have mercy on me
can't go on this way
save me, i'm lost. .
Help me believe what you say this is just a test
though it's hard to see... I surrender your will."
So.. today. I'm going through lists of book to read to help me along my healing process. =) It's fun! I've been sober for 50 days today... which is crazy. thats alot of days to be sober! Alot! Anxiety is killing me inside... but I can do this. I am not turning back to that lifestyle. EVER. & I fucking mean it! like seriously... I FUCKING MEAN IT! =) hahah. <333 okay im off... nap time! adios amigos.
<333