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[xostarrynight]

I turn 21 tomorrow. I can't believe it. How long I have waited for this day and now that it is almost here, I don't really care much. Weird how waiting for something can be better than the something you are actually waiting for.

I'm having a party for my birthday this saturday and I'm so scared no one is gonna show up. I feel like a little girl again with high hopes.