Hello Lovely
you suck.
ahh. i just had a huge thing typed out, and then i looked somthing up, got exited out of this. and had to write it all again, and now im really upset.
softball. we lost our double header, so we lost both games, we played like shit. yes all of us..ill be honest. many of us played like shit.
i have been really tired, and upset latley it hasnt been the greatest, ahh, its driving me crazy. my birthday is coming up, and i doubt anyone even rememberd (may 4th) yeah, last year no one rememberd, i didnt even bother telling anyone. besides a couple ppl that were just like okay. i really dont like highschool. its a piece of shit, and im tired.
i really want an ipod as well, so all of you that have an ipod, you all shall burn in hell. because i want one, and you have one, and now ah.
this person is driving me insane. i just want to erase him from my life, go back in time from when i started talking to him, and just take it back, kind of like in the butterfly effect, only a lot different. anyways, its not that i dont want to know him, but i just am stressed, and i cant stay in ..line... idk. doesnt make sense i know. but i just am gettin over this person, its prolly obvious of who this 'being' is. but idk. i recieve no respect from him. and ahh. he likes pissing me off, and i know that he laughs about it, but ahh hes an asshole.
ya know that commercial when the guy is in his room and his girlfriend is trying to pick out what clothes to wear, and he plays that song 'its late in the evening, shes wonderin what clothes to wear...shes wonderin what clothes to wear' and he just repeats that, I THINK THAT IS THE CUTEST COMMERCIAL EVER. I JUST CANT HANDLE IT. you guys prolly think im so stupid freak, but i really think its so cute. but then the girls a bitch and is like 'honey, knock it off' and i got kind of mad at her, cause if my bf did that im pretty sure i would love him forever.
i know this is a long post, but ehh.. lot on my mind.
<3 always