Dec 27, 2005 22:27
Christmas was good.
Everything, pretty much, that I got was awesome
But spending time with the Syracuse family was a better gain for me than the gifts, honestly
Ah Joe left Monday and I fucking MISS HIMMM ugh
He's going to be gone for two weeks.
I'm going to barely survive it...he's my other half. My best friend, my bro, mi hermano...
I miss my dad and I wish I could see himm but things just didn't work out for him coming up here this break. I don't know when I'm going to see him next. He's like growing right now which is so fucking unbelievably amazing because he's like 72 and is STILL making changes. He's becoming a little bit of better parent (well a better long-distant parent I guess you could say) , and I miss him so much more nowwwwowow
I'm missing a lot of the Perez familia, even ones from Texas, and I'm a little bummed about it after talking to Joe today. From the sound of it, I think he's having a good time. At first I was like oh hell no I'm not going, but now I kinda want to be there
Just a little though.
I'm feeling good right now, which is a definite change to how things have been for me. Something changed.
Ah, I need to go to bed. One of the many things I decided I need to change in my life is my bed time. I will heal so much faster if I just go to bed earlier, so
goodnight.