362... and nowdone? how cool? how sweet? ... ::tear::
so hard... so hard... keep strong abby keep strong.. you need this more than ever.. you need to just let your self go.. and just let everything try and work themselves out no matter what the consiquences are.. you need to be able to learn from this.. you did the right thing you did the right thing don't make your self think differently... don't worry about it.. just keep your head high just keep your head high... you can do it you can do it.. don't worry about it things will be better.. you'll be less stressed...fill your time with something else... this will pass.. just stop crying... you have no reason to cry.. just be strong... u can handle this.. this is not the worse that has happend.. be strong be strong.. you can do this... just keep your head high.. and hope that everythign will be okay...
no matter what i say to my self to cool my self down nothing does.. nothing will.. i feel like i'm loosing controll of the part of life which i though ihad controll of i'm loosing my grip... loosing my mind... can't help that i'm so jealous.. can't help that i feel like the biggest burden and feel like i can't be there for you no longer.. i'm sry that this is how this has to be.. i'm sry that i can't be all you want me to be..
i don't want this peice of me to be missing but you need this just as much as me... i feel as if your obligated to be with me... and i feel weird with the last couple of months because of these friends that seem to take all control over your life... i don't want this to end.. i don't want it to end like this.. i hate the last two days with all that there is... i wish that i could just handle this and not be so upset...
i can't sleep at night seeing us like this.. not whole not togehter.. not one peice.. it hurts me to think that i'm not a part of your life.. or feel that i am...it is tearing me down... and i can't do this.. i can't handle this.. i have no one to turn too.. you were the only i turned too.. your the only one there is.. and will be... i've lost what all i have.. and basically now i just wnat to jump off a cliff...
... i hate this.. i hate thisss.....
Yeah, life throws you curves but you learned to swerve me, I swung and I missed and the next thing you know, I'm reminiscing dreamin' old dreams, wishing old wishes like you would be back again
I wake up and teardrops, they fall down like rain I put on that old song we danced to and then I head off to my job, guess not much has changed punch the clock, head for home check the phone, just in case go to bed, dream of you that's what I'm doing these days yeah, that's what I'm doin' these.... days....
no matter what i say to my self to cool my self down nothing does.. nothing will.. i feel like i'm loosing controll of the part of life which i though ihad controll of i'm loosing my grip... loosing my mind... can't help that i'm so jealous.. can't help that i feel like the biggest burden and feel like i can't be there for you no longer.. i'm sry that this is how this has to be.. i'm sry that i can't be all you want me to be..
i don't want this peice of me to be missing but you need this just as much as me... i feel as if your obligated to be with me... and i feel weird with the last couple of months because of these friends that seem to take all control over your life... i don't want this to end.. i don't want it to end like this.. i hate the last two days with all that there is... i wish that i could just handle this and not be so upset...
i can't sleep at night seeing us like this.. not whole not togehter.. not one peice.. it hurts me to think that i'm not a part of your life.. or feel that i am...it is tearing me down... and i can't do this.. i can't handle this.. i have no one to turn too.. you were the only i turned too.. your the only one there is.. and will be... i've lost what all i have.. and basically now i just wnat to jump off a cliff...
... i hate this.. i hate thisss.....
Yeah, life throws you curves but you learned to swerve me, I swung and I missed and the next thing you know, I'm reminiscing dreamin' old dreams, wishing old wishes like you would be back again
I wake up and teardrops, they fall down like rain I put on that old song we danced to and then I head off to my job, guess not much has changed punch the clock, head for home check the phone, just in case go to bed, dream of you that's what I'm doing these days yeah, that's what I'm doin' these.... days....