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I really hate my life..... Ashlee entered an entry that made me think of the one person that puts a smile on my face, who makes me feel special!!! I dont even think that he knows that he is this special to me. Ok i made a new LJ but only a couple know about it. If you want to know what my new username is than just email me... I feel like the world is against me!!! I have an icon that says 'I will never be beautiful, I will never be needed, I will never be wanted... and it goes on well Cynthia got all mad at me and then chris was telling me thats not right and got all mad at me! But whatever i mean I KNOW i am not loved, and that i am not beautiful... But it doesnt matter to me.. cause even though i am not comfortable the way i am, i still accept it. I mean i hate it, but oh well. Thats life.