A new beginnin....
Well i have an xanga....but Jackie wanted me to be on this so i will do both just to satisfy Jackie b/c she is sooo cool! Well im grounded...didnt go home @ 6 like i was suppose to yesterday...even though im 15 years old i still have a short ass curfew...and i was @ danny's house without his parents home. My parents dont trust me...never have probably never will...but maybe i can get a little freedom if i play my cards right. Clean the house, be nice even when it might kill me to say something, and just be a "good 2 shoes". Which is goin to be hard when i have a very outspoken opinion on everything and i like making it known. And people keep askin me y not just change your attitude...well to me my attitude is who i am...i cant just change myself durin a time when im suppose to be "finding myself" just to statisfy my mom. I really hate being grounded but i would rather be grounded and not change then to have given into my parents and changed everything im about b/c they have a problem with it. Thats all i have to say about yesterday.
Today...first day of grounding...i woke up @ 10:25 and rode my bike to swim practice. Was late and missed half a speech on who knows what...then we started plyos...my partner was Jaime...and it was good until froggies...i started feeling really sick. so i was like i need to go and i went and threw up..(sorry for the details lol)..thought it would be better...after like burpies felt the same feelin...threw up again..and everyone @ that point started tellin me to go home and that i looked like shit...so i was basically then forced by my friends to tell our coach michael that i wasnt feelin good. He also told me i was pale and looked like shit and that i need fresh air and he sent me outside to get some for like 30 minutes. Then i went in and bought equipment that i needed...and against the will of michael swam...but only for 20 minutes b/c michael wants me to be "good/healed" for 2morrow. So yeah i left after that...rode home to see my sis tannin..in a thong...ahh the horror!!! and since i was told to like be outside today by michael i layed outside with her...didnt look @ her..but talked. Then my mom came home was pissed @ me cause she thought that i didnt go to swimmin and i had to tell her everythin and then she is like well maybe a good night sleep would help that in a rather jerky voice...but BITE MY TONGUE FOR THE SAKE OF BEING UNGROUNDED...i just said it might..through my teeth. Wrote thank you notes and listened to music like the whole rest of the day...got all purtied up for basically nothin...which was dissapointing. Then my dad came home and we went to the Boca mall and i got 2 shirts for like $48 using my $50 rampage gift card. Now im here listenin to Guns n' f-in Roses..as Jimmy Fallon would say...wonderin waht to do 2morrow inside my lovely room that i cleaned today for "fun"...yes i am that bored. Well im wearin my new shirt right now it is black and my mom in the store told me that i need to start wearin stuff that is not black...yeah huh..w/e. Well im hungry so im goin to leave and eat maybe like a salad..since im i feel so just gross i dont knoe why i think im kinda pissed @ myself for not thinkin yesterday..even though i loved yesterday just pissed i didnt memeber that stupid rule...well yeah goin to eat now.
xox-sarah-xox
Today...first day of grounding...i woke up @ 10:25 and rode my bike to swim practice. Was late and missed half a speech on who knows what...then we started plyos...my partner was Jaime...and it was good until froggies...i started feeling really sick. so i was like i need to go and i went and threw up..(sorry for the details lol)..thought it would be better...after like burpies felt the same feelin...threw up again..and everyone @ that point started tellin me to go home and that i looked like shit...so i was basically then forced by my friends to tell our coach michael that i wasnt feelin good. He also told me i was pale and looked like shit and that i need fresh air and he sent me outside to get some for like 30 minutes. Then i went in and bought equipment that i needed...and against the will of michael swam...but only for 20 minutes b/c michael wants me to be "good/healed" for 2morrow. So yeah i left after that...rode home to see my sis tannin..in a thong...ahh the horror!!! and since i was told to like be outside today by michael i layed outside with her...didnt look @ her..but talked. Then my mom came home was pissed @ me cause she thought that i didnt go to swimmin and i had to tell her everythin and then she is like well maybe a good night sleep would help that in a rather jerky voice...but BITE MY TONGUE FOR THE SAKE OF BEING UNGROUNDED...i just said it might..through my teeth. Wrote thank you notes and listened to music like the whole rest of the day...got all purtied up for basically nothin...which was dissapointing. Then my dad came home and we went to the Boca mall and i got 2 shirts for like $48 using my $50 rampage gift card. Now im here listenin to Guns n' f-in Roses..as Jimmy Fallon would say...wonderin waht to do 2morrow inside my lovely room that i cleaned today for "fun"...yes i am that bored. Well im wearin my new shirt right now it is black and my mom in the store told me that i need to start wearin stuff that is not black...yeah huh..w/e. Well im hungry so im goin to leave and eat maybe like a salad..since im i feel so just gross i dont knoe why i think im kinda pissed @ myself for not thinkin yesterday..even though i loved yesterday just pissed i didnt memeber that stupid rule...well yeah goin to eat now.
xox-sarah-xox